Finally I found a little bit of time to blog, ya i noe, it's been almost 2 long~ weeks.. Well, the workload has been increasing & there's simply no time to study 4 my tests properly, plus PW & CCA... this is jc life.

Anyway, Juz wanna noe if anyone is going back to Bedok North SS on 8th Aug, THE NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS or perhaps Teachers' Day celebrations?? Well, it's been 7 mths & i still miss my teachers as ever & not forgetting my frenz too! The worst of all, I haven't collect my 'O' levels cert yet..I wonder where r all the 4D frenz whom i've made the past year? Like, Yang Yi? Where the hell is she? How is she? Never heard from her 4 ages~ Of course, i still keep in touch wif Qing Hui.. And definitely my 4E mates... never see u ppl 4 a long~ time too! I muz have a good talk wif u ppl~~

Anyway, back to my life so far.. hmm... wat more can i say? I've been trying to cope wif the rigours of jc life.. u noe i dun wanna retain 4 another year. that's definitely not wat i wish 4. of course, i wish my promos will be better, although i may have passed my mid-yrs, only fail that idiotic H1 geo -_-"

haiya, i juz take things as it is loh... so far, i think i can handle, but i think my energy reserves r going to be used up anything soon. the worst thing is that there is a cluster expedition to Mt Ophir in Malaysia during sep holidays & i wanna use that time to study 4 my promos 2-3 wks later. I'm still in the midst of deciding...

i walked around and around
sometimes i find myself
back to the same old round
i asked myself
is there a new path ahead?

Y do i feel empty inside?
Is it that studies
have made me become introverted?
or am I unwilling to open up
To the whole new world outside?

I'm shouting inside
I cannot help
but feel helpless
I need something
To fill my heart once again..

oh, is reality so cruel?
I hope time could freeze
but i can't control it.
it's juz too fast
juz too fast...

oh, 4E
how I wish there's a class like u
but i doubt there's one
really doubt so...

4E has always been in my heart
or rather i shld say
it's always been in everyone's heart?
And...
That's
the
reason
Y
I
can't
MOVE on...

Where do i start? Yes, we've gotten back our "wonderful" results... indeed these r hellish moments. I cannot fathom the kind of results i've gotten, sometimes also wondering at times if i really deserved them.

Let's say the results r extremely bad... they r simply lousy, including mine. let's start off with H2 subjects 1st. the worst has to be bio.. none scored A! in addition to that, only around 30% passed! now u noe how bad the results r... only 5 scored B, i think. I wished i'm one of the 5, unfortunately not. I only scored a high 'C', i was damn disappointed. i admitted the subject i spent the most time on was BIO!

Maths is equally worse. When they showed us the statistics, i was damn shocked! Out of 891 ppl, 398 ppl got 'U' grade... that's like 45%. Only 30 ppl scored A! Super surprised wif myself, luckily i scored a 'B'... phew!

actually i passed all the H2 subjects, chem still dun noe final mark... so yup. but GP broke my record of passes. I only got a subpass :( WTH!!!!!!!!!

haiz, the last hope is 4 Chinese to add on to my collection of passes. If that happens, i'll only pass 4 subjects out of 6. cos' they said H1 GEO sux! the results r mostly 'U' & 'S'... which means almost everyone scored a fail grade.

sometimes i wonder if the decisions i made in life r the rite ones... the results showed it all. yes, i may have made the rite ones, but y am I doing nothing to prove that they r actually rite??? i guess i may have spent too little time on certain subjects (u noe wat i mean), but i dun even noe how to go abt doing it? haiz... all i can do now is to PULL UP MY SOCKS, as wat most ppl said, & WORK HARD 4 PROMOS!!! of course, extensive revision & consistent work r impt. Not forgetting that i'll need to be prepared 4 topics ahead.. hope the next time round wil be mostly 'B's & 'C's, if possible 'A's!!!

Yes, the exams may be over but i'm not gna take it easy any longer... sometimes when i tell myself not to slack all day, but i did in the end.. Haiz, the mid-yr exams r damn idiotic. let's talk abt all the exams i've taken & how i think i'll possibly fare:-

1.H1 Geography
Oh dear, this sux :x i practically dun noe how to answer properly & lots of egs missing, i guess. I knew i'll do REAL badly. there r too many blocks in my mind, and the worst thing of all, i dun even noe how to apply :x
Possible result: A fail grade, maybe? Perhaps a 'E' grade [40-45]???

2.H2 Chemistry
Gosh, when they went thru the paper 4 corrections during make-up lecture on thurs, i think i'll not do that fantastic as well. many things we've never expected the ans to be r actually the ans. that's 4 section A essay section. Oh dear, that really set me panicking like hell. guess i'll pass but the grade? ... ... ...
Possible result: Either 'C' or 'D' grade [50-59]

3.H2 Maths
hmm... i think i can ans majority of the qn, so i think i'll possibly pass. as 4 how the results r like, that depends on how much i ans r totally correct...
Possible result: Maybe 'C' grade [ 55-59] or if i'm lucky, it'll be a 'B' grade [60-69]

4.H2 Biology
YES! I love this paper, out of all H2 subjects. I think i may have written crap, but i think i'll pass? Most qn r pretty straightforward, although some i'm may be unsure of, i'll still try & write something down.
Possible result: 'B' grade [60-69]... if i'm REALLY that lucky, 'A' grade [70-100]... i think it's impossible!

5.H1 Chinese
i think listening is okk... the written paper is okkk... overall is average, it's like can do lah...
Possible result: 'C' or 'D' grade [50-59]... a reasonable pass is likely possible.