Lol,lOl,loL!! Well, well, well... I did not go to sch today, cos of personal reasons, which I'm not gna reveal.. Not anyone's business to noe :P

Anyway, I went back to bnss wif angela, jasmine, hafidz, sarly, weirong, wynne & xiao yun to see our beloved teachers once again! Really excited to see Mrs Tay & Mr Goh, cos I didn't get to see them the other time when I went back on National Day. Really, I'm not gna comment on anything abt the students... ... ...

Okk, after that, I went to Bugis wif the gals to eat & we dine at KFC! haha... anyway, sarly can't join us to walk around cos of camp stuffs to buy :x Then we joined xueting & sijie...

Oh, NOT forgetting ANH!!! LONG TIME NO SEE!!! I'm super delighted to see Anh again!!! Really, I felt like my spirits r being lifted up immediately :) Thanks Anh u made my day... and the others too cos it's my 1st time taking neoprint wif u all!!! It's a really great experience! looking forward to see u ppl again! :)

Last of all, if I have forgotten to wish the teachers today for some reason or another, let me take this opportunity (if they ever chanced upon my blog) to wish the following teachers who impacted my lives & I'll never ever forget...

My primary sch teachers, Ms Chia, Ms Chiang, Mdm Zubaidah, Mdm Goh, Mr Chong, secondary teachers Mrs Khoo, Mr Goh, Mr Tan Heng Loon, Mdm Low, Ms Lim CS, Mrs Kee, Mdm Rogayah, Mrs Tay, Mdm Haliza, Mrs Fong, Ms Liz Sriyanty (sec 2 hist tcher) and MJC teachers (yeah, I've not forgotten u!), Ms Ng my chem tutor, Mr Soh my maths tutor, Mr Yeow my bio tutor, Mr Cia my cl tutor, Mrs Tay my 1st 3 mths geo tutor, Ms Sim my geo tutor, Mdm Fong my new cca teacher & mr conrad.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

That's simply wat i felt today...

Really...

Today really sux...

I felt like a fiasco today...

Really felt horrible, terrible & everything around seems so wrong! Today, I had my chem & geo tests & I really felt that i shldn't have made such mistakes in my chem test rite from the start... I noe the ans, but y am I hesitating??? Geo was alrite though... I studied so hard 4 chem test & I dun noe wat the HELL happened to me!! I felt like my head is spinning after the geo test & I tried to perservere 4 chem test immediately after geo... I expected to get A, seems like that's not possible... then at least give me a B!!!

I agree : "When u so high up, u will definitely fall very hard" okk... that's prob my own quote. Really, I scored well 4 the previous chem test, but now it's like... ... ... ... ...

:(

Jasmine is the female champ 4 Singapore Idol!!! Yay!!!

Though she's currently top 5, but i think she's at risk of being eliminated next wk... look at top 5, the rest r guys & she's the contestant who is female! WTH! Y r the guys dominating these idol competitions??

Really, Jasmine is improving every wk, i mean, vocally... but she seems to lose something... i dunno wat it is, but i sense she's tired... is it true that "when u gain something, u'll lose something too?"

Anyway, i hope she can make it top 4... really... *praying hard*

oh, that's Jasmine's rendition of 'ting hai' by A*mei, if i'm not wrong...

Hell gd! I'm now part of the Science Society Family!! Although it's small & deemed as a no-one-will-care-about CCA, but I really felt relieved... yes, RELIEVED's the word... Broken free from the chains of ODAC, i'm like a bird who is free to soar to freedom! (Sorry, ODAC~ I've chosen this path, hope u'll support my decision~)

Really, I felt like a burden weighing down on me is gone in a flash... ... Really looking forward to my new family, to a new environment, to a new world!! This reminds me of Bryan Adam's song lyrics on 'Here I Am':

"Here I am - this is me
I come into this world so wild and free
Here I am - so young and strong
Right here in the place where I belong

It's a new world - it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day - in a new land
And it's waiting for me
Here I am"

How true can it gets! I hope my fervour 4 SS will never die off... the flame will keep burning!

Anyway, gtg... I've to study 4 my Bio SPA... I dunno but I hope it goes smoothly tml! May God bless me!

hey, hey, hey... I noe it's ages since i've blogged... sometimes really lazy to type or too busy... Now, I tried to find time to blog now! Yay! Anyway, there r pretty few gd & bad things that i'll like to share wif u ppl!

Okk... now where shld i start?? the bad things 1st.. hmm... i decided to change my cca... presently i'm in Outdoor Activities Club (ODAC). i think it's not 4 me... i dun look forward to the activities or things like that... somehow i lost interest.. perhaps I dislike my cca teacher, so insensitive.. i dunno, but i hate talking to her all the time, i hate to face her! So, I'm fed up, i want to change my cca, there's like nothing 4 me to contribute, i found myself dragging my feet juz to go 4 these activities, it's DEFINITELY not wat i want! I decided to change to Esther's CCA, which is Science Society (SS).. she's the chairman, at least i've my closest frenz there, so i think it's not too bad... now i look forward to joining it, though not confirmed yet, i can't wait to drop out of my present cca... i hope my enthusiasm in SS will not die off -,-

Another bad thing is that i'm worried 4 my promos... suddenly i find myself blur wif everything... some test results r horrendous, or i shld say, it expected them to be horrendous though some i haven't get back yet.. I dunno, i think somehow the die-off enthusiasm caused me to feel that my studies is my TOP priority... I can't help to be nervous 4 my promos, suddenly i find myself lost...

Okk... enough of the bad things! Now, it's the gd things! Whee! I went to try my luck to enter Biology Olympiad a few wks ago, and guess what? I managed to enter Biology Olympiad!!! On 1 hand, I'm happy! On the other hand, I felt that there is an added pressure 4 me, cos i need to study 4 it also... Another thing, I never thought that this is my 1st time getting an A for Chem test... but i think i'm lucky. so yup.

so, i hope i'm able to drop out of my cca soon... i noe it's a little late, but it doesn't matter, cos i've no achievement in ODAC, so i think going to Science Society will perhaps provide a new environment 4 me, it also gives me more time 4 me to study, especially wif this Bio Olympiad thing... Whether i'm able to transfer to SS or not, u juz have to wait 4 the news! :P

Yes, it's national day on Wed, 9th Aug, the day of our independence. I wonder y, but i dun feel that kind of atmosphere, u noe, whereby everyone really celebrate the nation's birthday, and i mean really celebrate..

Anyway, the day before, I went back to BNSS wif Sarly & YiRong. too bad, esther can't join us cos of competition :( Ya, I've seen the transformation in our school environment, it's more beautiful, but the behaviour of our students have not YET transformed. When I see those students, I felt like slapping all of them. U noe, they r juz too ROWDY! Never mind, I went back not to be angry, but to see our beloved teachers..

So, we went to see Mdm Rogayah, she's still the same as ever. Always sourcing 4 papers so as to improve the students' standard of English. Then, after which, we waved to Mdm Low & Mdm Haliza.. it's really a joy to see our teachers.. When I compared wif MJ's teachers, err....

Anyway, we wanted to see Mrs Fong, but she was conducting lessons... expected cos i recalled 4E also hd lessons on that day -_-" Then, xiao yun joined us and we went to see Mdm Haliza before going off to eat lunch.

Honestly, I really felt nothing towards the sch.. nothing that leaves me a great impression. I only loved the sch 4 two purposes: the teachers AND THE DYNAMIC CLASS, 4E!!!

YAY!!! MI LU BIN(MLB) is SUPERBAND WINNER!!!

Phew, sat nite was indeed a nerve-wrecking one.. it was indeed an intense competition between the really deserving bands, namely Lucify, J3, MLB & Soul. I have to agree that all bands have a quality of their own & this is wat i think of their performances on the finale...

~Lucify~
Err... perhaps i dunno how to appreciate the jap-in-your-face kind of bands, but i think this band had not been my fave since the start of the competition. I dunno y, but i think they dun appeal to me. So, 4 their performances, they r pretty okay.
Rating:***

~J3~
Their rendition of Wang Pin Yuan - Xiao Wei is pretty moving.. unfortunately, they dun have the looks~.
Rating:**

~MLB~
"Pattern more more"(sorry translated from chinese,lol)is still the best!They r definitely the most deserving band to win! Every perfoemance leaves me listening in awe, i really nothing but full of praises for them!!
Rating:****

~Soul~
This band also leaves me watching in awe too! Their dancing is superb! However, they juz can't sing slow songs well... perhaps it's time 4 them to improve their vocals..
Rating:****

Alrite, there is 1 less show to watch.. haha... time to study!

Anyway, there is still Singapore Idol 4 me to fill up my evenings!