Okay i noe i'm not supposed to blog till after promos, but i chanced upon Kenneth's blog, i decided to try this out. Guess wat? This is really fun & super HILARIOUS! When i saw the results, i felt like laughing like hell. I'm looked like Daniel Radcliffe? I think he'll probably not get a role in Harry Potter if i were to audition 4 the role. -.-" watevea. gna stop blogging now. gna chiong 4 my promos. enough slacking. lol...

Where shall i began? The latest news left me in SHOCK. Yes, a total SHOCK. I mean it.

It was totally unexpected. UNEXPECTED.

It tells us one thing: life is fragile. It's so fragile that u can never expect that one moment, u r pushed off the edge of the cliff. Yes, i can't believe that my closest frenz had to deal wif the news of her mum... I was sorry for the loss... she couldn't say a goodbye to her mum at all. It's simply too sudden.

When i went to visit her, my heart was aching. I dunno wat to say. I dunno how to comfort her. I dunno wat to do! I felt so useless, y can't i do anything to help her? The one thing i can do, perhaps, is to give her moral support. But is that enough? Enough to make up for her pain of losing a loved one? I doubt so...

After hearing the news, it left me thinking. Most of our lives are gna be spent wif our loved ones, but exactly how much time do we spend time together wif them? Our lives r not abt studying, we dun live to study only. I've simply lost all the mood to study. I juz wanna give my frenz all the support she needs. Even if it is silent support. Really.

My friend, I noe u can do it. Be strong. It's hard, but u have to live on. Live on for your mum. Live on for your other loved ones. Live on for yourself.

That's rite, last post before start of exams... i think i shall pen down my thoughts so that i'll feel better... i hope so...

anywae, let's began wif u-noe-who. i dunno, but somehow i can't be bothered wif u-noe-who. somehow i wanted to be wif the rest of the class. somehow, i felt like i'm a host & u-noe-who is a leech. perhaps i'm being harsh, but somehow i juz felt like i dun wanna help anymore... i'm sick of u-noe-who...

arrgh! y bother now? i'm not gna care anymore. cos' promos is juz round the corner!!! AHHHHHHHH!!! !!! i haven't started studying! gosh, how to finish everything in like, less than 1 wk??? OMG!!! I'm gna die... die liao...

Okay, since i'm talking abt promos, i might as well type out how i gna fare 4 promos... As 4 GP, CL & Geo, i think i'm DEAD!!! yes, the word 'DEAD'... u r not seeing wrongly... cos i'm super duber weak.. well, well, well... let's see how i'm gna fare badly... lol.... i think my maths is getting worse, oh no & that's a terrible thing! Chem, i think relatively okay... Bio, err.... i'm not too sure how i'm gna fare....

Oh well, that's all 4 my last post... gna chiong 4 promos! i'll be back after promos!... wif my reflections how how i'm gna fare! let's see... ... ...

I was dismayed, really, at the results. It's not purely bcos i was totally upset at Jasmine's elimination, of course i was, but i felt Singapore juz can't seem to announce a female winner, except Superhost, I'm talking abt those singing competitions. Really, y can't there be a FEMALE WINNER?? Anywae, i thought Jasmine will have a chance in the grand finals, but all her dreams were dashed juz like that. Well, it's okay (though i felt like SHIT, y was she out at this crucial moment!)... well, it's time for her to go back to her studies! Life sciences at NUS, mind u. It's not easy to enter that course! Well, juz a 'tribute', I've added in a gorgeous pic & her best performance!




Anyway, enough abt that. I'm not gna watch the finale anymore... sickening final.

Okay, talking abt studies, it makes me feel desperate? Todae's bio test totally sux, and i think i'm gna fail... it's a miracle if i pass. And... there r lots of work 4 me to complete too!

tired! tired! tired! tired! tired!

really so exhausted... the term 4 start makes me feel very sian, like a bit sick of everything... i juz felt that life shldn't be a rush, we shld sit back & relax... really, relaxing may make me become a big-time slacker, but it gives me a lot of breathing space, and i could do my work better... ppl, juz slack, but not over the limit :P

talking abt breathing space, really, i'm sick of being irritated, juz give me a little space, yes, that breathing space... that freedom... yes, i need it... now i felt like i can't breathe... no, it's not studies that give me that feeling, and i noe it never will. it's... well, i guess those who noe me well will get the hint :x i think i need some quiet & peace.. no, i'm not complaining abt other people disturbing me or anything... it's... it's u-noe-who... oh well nvm. and i need someone who will listen to me sometimes & understand me... haiz... Now, u find that i'm unhappy these days? it's becos of u-noe-who...

Now, back to my studies, i'm feeling worried esp 4 all H1 subjects... the H2 r fine, i think... really, i need that miracle in order to do well in GP & Geo. I'm getting fed up wif them. Guess it's not wat i like... but somehow, the feeling is different 4 Chem (esp), Maths & Bio... even though i find bio tougher now, but i dun have the feeling of desperation, unlike GP & Geo. Cl is fine, and i'm not gna care anymore, so long as i pass, i'm fine wif that. I'll juz concentrate on all the H2 subjects, i think they demand more attention from me...

Okay. Let's see wat i've been doing these past wk. Slacking big-time? Perhaps. I managed to finish most of my tutorials though, like maths, chem, bio & cl! I'm also currently working on my PW & it's such a hedache! Overall, most things r accomplished BUT i've not starting on my studying yet! lol... left 2 more days to end of holidays, how to do so much revision within 2 days?





It has a great plot & shows a little abt life after death. Imagine if u've unfulfilled dreams/wishes, u'll never be able to leave in peace. That is being portrayed in the show. It's a fanstatic show, i muz say! Alrite, not gna blog so much these days due to the promos exams, which is like 3-4 wks away. :o

YAY!!! The Singapore Idol Roadshow juz happened to be at the heart of Sengkang neighbourhood, at Compass Point, and guess wat?? I managed to catch a glimpse of my fave idol, JASMINE TYE!!! I felt she's gorgeous & CUTE!!! Lol... I'm not crazy like those screaming fans out there, but I felt satisfied when I got the opportunity to juz see her from far! Jasmine, U R THE LAST GAL STANDING!!! U ROX :) I managed to take some pics, though they r a bit blur :x