Wednesday, September 13, 2006
tired! tired! tired! tired! tired!
really so exhausted... the term 4 start makes me feel very sian, like a bit sick of everything... i juz felt that life shldn't be a rush, we shld sit back & relax... really, relaxing may make me become a big-time slacker, but it gives me a lot of breathing space, and i could do my work better... ppl, juz slack, but not over the limit :P
talking abt breathing space, really, i'm sick of being irritated, juz give me a little space, yes, that breathing space... that freedom... yes, i need it... now i felt like i can't breathe... no, it's not studies that give me that feeling, and i noe it never will. it's... well, i guess those who noe me well will get the hint :x i think i need some quiet & peace.. no, i'm not complaining abt other people disturbing me or anything... it's... it's u-noe-who... oh well nvm. and i need someone who will listen to me sometimes & understand me... haiz... Now, u find that i'm unhappy these days? it's becos of u-noe-who...
Now, back to my studies, i'm feeling worried esp 4 all H1 subjects... the H2 r fine, i think... really, i need that miracle in order to do well in GP & Geo. I'm getting fed up wif them. Guess it's not wat i like... but somehow, the feeling is different 4 Chem (esp), Maths & Bio... even though i find bio tougher now, but i dun have the feeling of desperation, unlike GP & Geo. Cl is fine, and i'm not gna care anymore, so long as i pass, i'm fine wif that. I'll juz concentrate on all the H2 subjects, i think they demand more attention from me...
5:20 PM