These days of "holidays" have left me deep in thought about things that happened in my life & wateva i've felt all these years. Perhaps Kenneth's comments impacted in some ways or another. I dunno how it can impact me, but i do fight back if i think it doesn't describe me or that wat i wrote gave one a wrong impression. Maybe i'm too serious or anything if i'm dealing wif wat ppl said of me, but that's a part of me.

For years in my life, i guess i've experienced more downs than ups. I'm not as fortunate to score as high as 250 for PSLE & enter a prestigious secondary school. A few months back, i'm not as fortunate to score like 10 pts or less for O lvls. (Btw, i only scored 14.) I've to make my stand clear: if i've the confidence in achieving something, i'll voice out. however, if i dun have that confidence, which i dun this year, so wat if my results prove a little something... but it does not show that i've wat it takes. really, i'm telling everyone from the bottom of my heart.

I'm dun need to be hypocritical at all. that serves no purpose. I noe that wateva i'm feeling now is a lack of confidence, really, wateva i'm expecting abt promos results r truly wat i think i might get, cos i've no confidence to achieve grades as high as the sky. That's all folks!